The whole time I was watching the great gatsby I couldnt help but think of him. HE looks at me the way every girl wants to be looked at. HE does everything for me. HE chsnged how he wanted to live his life since he kissed me. Idk bt when I got home I just felt so sad. I miss him so much especially since he loves me the way he does. At times I feel as tho he loves me more than I might love him. As tho he loves me more than anyone has ever loved anyones else. I feel so special with him. And I too wish I could do everything on earth with him.
I love him.
We would walk to a near by park and get jn the swings, we would go to a drive thru but just walk up to the window, we would order chinese and watch movies all night, we would walk around our neighborhood and talk, we would make midnight trips to the convince store just for chocolate and freal millshakes.
I miss our nights together. I dont care that we never went out cause every night with him was good enough for me. I love him. I know everything will be ok between us cause how could it not. We love each other so much, and arent afraid to show it.
Before he left he would kiss me on the forehead once in a while.
When I went to go see him he kissed me on the forehead all the time. Idk why but those kisses were the best. Maybe it was because he would do them at most random times or maybe because he would do them after he would stare at me with his beautiful eyes. Either way, each one felt like I was in the right place I had to be, by his side.
My mom was telling me about this women she kmows who has a puppy. She was at her house and the women was yelling and degrading the puppy. She then preceded to hit the puppy with a stick cause it peed on the floor. I feel so bad for the puppy. The women paid lots for it then treats it like this. She told my mom she wants it to get lost or die bt her son likes the puppy. My mom being the dog lover she is told her to just put the puppy in the backyard and we will go pick it up. Its a small dog. Wont grow much and my mom lovesss bigger dogs. This women is treating the dog so bad so she is willing to sacrifice. Plus we are moving to a condo soon so we wont ba able to have a big dog.
Well, long story short. I could be gettin a puppy soon named taco. :)